Selasa, 16 November 2010

I'm stressed out!!!!

OMG!!!!!
I couldn't believe what I've been through today!!!! It is so hard and difficult for me. Someone made me feel ashamed in front of many people. she was rude. I hate it! I really hate it!! My friends then break the promise so I'll go somewhere tomorrow alone!!! And when I was going to park my car, I crushed my car's bumper! I don't know what happened to me today. I really want to cry out loud!!! I felt so lonely...I've endured so much today. I tried to smile, tried to hide my feelings, but when I'm alone, nothing keeps me occupied! I wanna cry, really wanna cry!!! What should I do? Am I being tested by God? Is He trying to form my character in Him? I don't know... ='(

Minggu, 14 November 2010

Be Fruitful!!!

You know, everyone was born to be a success person. Everyone was born because of a champion sperm cell. So don't live as a coward!!! Don't live to be a person who have no good impacts to others!
Be fruitful! There is a story of a kid, who loved to eat mango. He lived between two houses which planted mango tree at their yard. The house located at the left side of the kid's house belonged to a successful lawyer. But because he was very busy, he had no time to take care of his mango tree. His mango tree had fruits, but the fruits were sour. Another house belonged to a jobless person and he loved his mango tree. He cut off parasites on that tree and cut off the over-length branches. And as the result, the fruits of this mango tree is very sweet. And this kid loved to throw stone to the fruit, with the hope that the mango fruit will fall and he could eat it. What can we see in this story? We, humans are demanded to be fruitful by God. But to be fruitful, there is a high price need to be paid. Just like the mango tree which has the sweet fruits, we will be cleansed from all parasites. Some part of our bad characters will be cut off. just like the branches. But what is the purpose??? To let us fruit more and more! To multiply our good fruits! If we don't like to be taught and to be advised, we will be just like the lawyer's mango tree. We fruit, but our fruits have no usage.
Okay~ so what I get today is that everybody needs Jesus to help them to be fruitful. So, let's try it together.
But remember well, after we have fruited, it doesn't mean that no problem will come. Remember what had the kid done? He threw stones to the fruits! Every good fruit will always be targeted. So be strong in God!
Jesus bless you =D